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Dicks to shabby and tien for making me blog. DICKKSSS.

hate you bitches, my fingers are already tired! so anywho taday was pretty awesome.. except that i didnt get much studying done and im practically screwed for legal on friday. also apologies to steff for taking up ur study timee!! i feel for you babe but all the luck for tomorrow. i have faith in you babyy =)

so um yeah ? how did this day start off.... well i was meant to wake up and go to library by 10. and was meant to pick shabby up at 11.00 am... but i woke up and 11.30 cause shanny called me and told me off for not waking her up. so um i got up and and packed my bag and headed off to library.. saw tam and her tutor at library ehehe stho cutesth.

well 5 mins later tien came to pick me up and i was waiting on the other side of the road for him and i was squinting cause i couldnt really tell if it was him. and then this car near me beeps and i look and damn STEFAN is laughing at my idiotic squinting face. DICKS. anyway i burnt a new cd for tien and sang to him in the car, he was pretty annoyed i could tell he kept changing the song to find one that i didnt know the lyrics to. unfortunately im the lyric master. so yeah. Hope you like the cd =) yeah, cant keep my hands out the cookaye jar.


picked shabboon up from her homies then we decided to go sushiis... to invite her.. and she said yayer! so we went and picked her up lol she has a cool toy in her room which i want to friken steal soo bad. ehehe but i wont .. (only said that cause she might be reading this... SUSANNAH DONT READ THAT!) nd anyway we took off for whetherill library again and tamara wasnt there anymore. she went on a lunch break.. or as a girl said : "Tamara went back to her home. In india."

lol and there were no seats in the library so we were gonna go back to sushiis went we stopped at a park for two "breaks" and susannah the damn idiot was driving and took off without us! YOURE SO FUNNY SUSHII! DICKS TO YO *evily eye.. anywho shabby was doing a gay attempt of the running man ahaha it was so awesome until this humungous big insect thing attacked us. well..almost. anyway stefani wanted us to go over so we headed for her house...

i knock on her door and the first thing she says : "God, i know you miss me" ahaha some kinda greeting ay.. but tis true tis true. i did. even tho isaw her yesterday .. and gave her a humungo hug. speaking of yesterday we went for a wlak and pulled peoples wheely bins out scattered in the middle of the road and hid in a corner and laughed as people got out of their cars to move them ehehe. Man ive been missing stefani so much these days its not funny... Shes my addiction. Im her heroin. =]~ ehehe well yeah anywho she needed to buy medicine so tien dorve her while sushii shabby and i cuddled up at the park. IT WAS SOOO FRIKEN COLD.

sushii thought it would be fun to play on this see-saw swing type thing. LITTLE DID I KNOW SHE WAS GOING TO JUMP OFF AND SMASH ME INTO THE GROUND. but its alright. she couldnt even get on the swing. LOL went bak to stefs studied for a bit.. layed in her room and she put on harddstyle music.. and we begged her to shuffle ! and she wouldnt. I swear if you saw stefani shuffle, you'd just wanna pick her up and put her in ur pocket. SHES SO HOT WEN SHE SHUFFLES.. SHES SO CUTE TOO. =]P and i attempted to shuffle but failed miserably. AHAHA then we watched "CAN I HAV YO NUMBER ? CAN I HAVE IT?! *sniffs* CAN I? cani ? *Cries*" ahaha yeah.. lily came home and we went for a breako again.... studied again. kinda. well we drew stuff.

We dresed tien up in girl clothes it was soooo funny he wore heels and dresses and jeans oh god it was sucha cracker! ahaha but unfortunately tien feels insecure about the fotoes i had taken and im not allowed to post em up on any website . and i respect his wishes. =P soo too bad for yous who didnt get to see it... CAUSE I KNOW YOU WANT TO *anil* loool anil lives for that shit. ahahah joking** (thought id pick on you seeing as i havent spoken to u for a while)

then soon after sushii had ta leave =( shabs and i went outside again for a little while.. shabbys was attempting to shuffle ahahha its so funny its like... an ostrich running mixed with... Someone whos running and dying from an asthma attack. ahaha HIGHlarious. and tien bought uss maccas! thanks tien! and we tien poured out some serious feelings that he was confused about.. of course this was a job for Dr.Stefani to push him to an extent where he was really annoyed that he wanted to lash out at all of us. Yeah, stefs that good. I think she should become a pssycologist. she suits it, although her way of assisting with problems is to verbally beat the shit out of people until they start learning and helping themselves. lol but yeah shes good.

sarrah: "TELL ME WHAT YOURE FEELING RIGHT NOW THIS INSTANT? WHATS IN UR MIND? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT?"
*tien gives disgusted looks*
sarrah: "...... beside the fact that im ugly."

ahaaha

which reminds me i forgot to add earlier... tien had another blonde moment. instead of saying "tastes" like a normal person he said "tastus" LOL AHHAHAHA estimation. ='] oh gosh.

well shabby had to get home and stefani had to study so we said our goodbyes and on our ride bak to shabs's. Tien, shabs and i were listening to depressing music. it was so..... quiet. felt nice after a day of a whole heapa talkin. lol well shabby went home and gave me a kiss WOOT WOOT! and she went to tien asking if he wanted one too and he said "NO!!" which brought us memories from the last time shabby offered

*shabby pecks tien on cheek* "i thought u mightve wanted one too."
tien:"OH SHANNY! I DONT WANT YOUR KIPP!"

ahahaha TT muchos. well um yeah tien and i had a d& m again on the ride home.. like we always do at the end of the day.

M. msgd me today... out of the blues. and i havent interacted. Infact ive deleteed everything that reminds me. Im growing up. im proud of myself. But i still question if its worth it, and if they deserve it. Cause logically, it isnt their fault. so.. i dno stupid tien. made me think too much with ur advice.

HOW HECKIN COLD WAS IT TODAY AYE BLOODY OATH. well i'll leave you guys there ive gootta get to sleeping so i can hardcore study tmr.. pretty tired from today.

GOODLUCK TO STEFANI, MARY STEFFI errr.... um.. AND WHOEVER DOES GENERAL MATHS TMR ! AND GOODLUCK TO THE REST OF YOUS YOU STILL HAVE MORE TO GO!

anyway, take it easy missys and misters..

smooxi . x