feeling invisible ?

LOL i caught the train this morning and sat in the neutral area and lady - not young , not old either so she didnt have any sight problems, not that i know of anyway - got on and i was pretty sure she knew i was sitting there since she saw me , but she comes right up, turns around and sits down RIGHT ON TOP OF ME and i almost got sat on !!! LOL so i kinda moved jst in time and i gave her the biggest dirty .. its lyk umm i'd rather not be ure cushion blah ! so feeling abit ngehh atm buh all is fine cuz tiebby's birthdayy partyy is 2moro !!

since i diidnt blog the other day i'll post it now :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIEBBY ( from yday LOL )
hope u had LOADSS of fun last night , and im sorry agen for not making it :( but dw i'lls ee u on sat...

LOL i sent u a msg and freaked out cuz was worried my stupid fone didint send it >< and im guessing from the txt i got last night that shanny told u abt it so yay :)

and kana i saw the msot wtf thing today on teh train .. u noe how u'd see those guys who wear realllyyy low jeans , with a belt and sometimes wen u're lucky u dont see any sign of underwear or wierdly patterned boxers - and u jst go =='" what is the purpose in your life ? " ... well this morning , after almsot being sat on , two girls got on and kinda stood infront of me - and their pants were down with the belt and everything .. its lyk WHY ?
okayy sure i have a pair of shorts that are kidna dying atm adn getting big for me so it is kinda low but im an extrememly poor uni student who is in need for jeans and new shorts HAHAHAHA ... blah remidns me , i owe ppl money :( i NEED A JOB ! LOL ..fuck that jst reminds me of another thing and that jst pisses me off more .. grrr

anyywayyy i told shanny this earlier but i have nothign esle to blog abt and idurno ... I FEEL SO SORRY FOR ALL THE DISABLED PIGEONS !! LOL i see so many aroudn bankstown station .. its lyk .. what do these birds get up to ?? * imagines rebel pigeons ( wearing leather jackets ..ohh gangssterrrr LOL ) testing whether they can get out of the way for the train fast enuff LOL* .. but yerhh i was sitting on the bench at the station on mornign with this other guy that i totoaly didnt know . And this pigeon comes along with only one leg and the other one has kinda been cut off somehow - and on its beak is a lil piece of fluff. and i feltt soo sorry for it cuz it was having so much trouble trying to take the fluff off with its one foot . and i looked over and the guy sitting next to me was watching it in pity aswell... and its lyk awww :( ... and shannon thot i was a freak ==' ... well SORRY for having feelings for a lil animal that may or may not be a pest in today's society LOL \

and yerhh thats my random momment to share with u all ... i have class now ... i had to catch the alternative shuttle bus today cuz the other one leaked oil and there was only 6 seats and i was the 6th person out of lots of people from the line and i was jst lyk THANKK YOU !!!!! LOL glad that i caught the early train LOL

see you all 2moro <3
p.s i stil havernt finsihed my mpo :( .. ohmygodfather LOL

a few more days..

okay...

party on sat [x]
get tuan at 7.30am [-]
flight to queensland [x]
going to france [x]

fucking hell all i need now is a job to support this..

heyy guys hows it goinnggg broooo?

im like bored and im about to head of to work soon, so i thought i would blog, because you guys have killed it... like the blog is like dead bro...

as usual this is my weekly timetable..

- wake up at 8
- shower til 9
- facial hair LOL
- work...
- see shannon,
- see shannon with enzo
- see shannon with shelley/duc
- see shannon with stephie..

ROFLMAO..

bro im sitting home at the moment and that dud is at work..
im like bored of my ass and she is out there making money..
stupid shannon..

fucking alcohol is going to burn a hole through my pocket..

=[

LOL

ohh godd its 1.12am
and its fucking late fucking work..
its all your fault work..

i wish to have dinner on thursday guys..
you guys up for it?


back to reading now.. goodnights

Today,

I complimented Steph on her new haircut, saying that she looked more "mature"..

She grinned like a happy muffin :)

By the way, I said your haircut reminded me of SNSD's Yoona for some reason:


It may be because I've been watching too many SNSD videos
OR
That I'm seeing it on every third Korean O_o

Who knows.

Anyway, I like your haircut ^^

One of Mr.Pradhan's Finest moments #1

anil: i still have the boxers you bought me
s.: realllyy??
anil: yeah they fit like a g-string



looooll



xo. sugarrsssss

poop #18 - an insight to my world ^^

Hello my lovelies :) How has everyone been? How were the uni breaks and equivalent? Wishing everyone luck on passing their exams with flying colours! So anyways I’ll just update what’s been happening with me because you know... I’m so awesome and interesting like that LOL I think this one will be an essay entry LOL hope you guys enjoy my blabbing ^^

Okie well the last few weeks of tafe for me has been hell! Fucking stress and no time for hanging out with the crew :( Yes I was quite devo but I think I got through the assignments okie. Don’t know the results yet but I’ll get them soon. Please give me credits! I need average credits to get into uni! Sighhh. So out with the assignment and in with the 2 weeks breaks hehe.

Well for my break so far I visited my daddy in Brisbane and it was same old experience. Nothing really that exciting besides seeing him and spending time with him. So I left Sydney on Sunday morning at 7am. Was so hard getting up after only 3 hours sleep and I was so tripped out with the daylight saving time thing. Farout! Anyways got to Brisbane and dad picked me and Hayley up. Went to eat at Inala, its equivalent to Cabramatta I think. It’s where Tuanie lives LOL. Did nothing on the first day besides having a big family dinner. Oh and my godparents were there too. They went up to Brisbane to visit some relos and came to visit my dad as well. Boringggg!

Monday I stayed home because Sarah my cousin had tafe so we had nothing to do but to hang out with dad and watch foxtel all day.

Tuesday was when the fun began! Got to meet up with Tuanie at Inala at 9:30am. He drove me to the city with him. He has work so I just hitched a ride up there. Yes Tuan, I know you miss me! LOL So shopping in the city with Hayley, Sarah and her friends was mad awesome! I had so much fun and I also spent quite a bit. Got a lot of things I’ve been meaning to get. Oh my summer clothes, makeup from MAC and NARS! Loveeeeeeeeeee x333

Wednesday we did the exact same thing. I met up with Tuanie at 10:30am and drove up to the city. Hayley didn’t buy much on Tuesday so she continued her shopping while I was over my shopping mood I just kinda walked around and yehh. End of the day we just went to Myer to look at perfume when... wait for it... I hit into the BOBBI BROWN stall where the lady was handing out flyers for some makeup artist session thing. She told me more and I was hyped to do it. The artist was Sebastien Tardif. Yeh I don’t know who he is but I know his got to be famous.

Here’s a quick description of who he is that I found on the worldwide net LOL

Sebastien Tardif has represented Bobbi Brown worldwide. He recently graced our shores arriving straight from New York fashion week to impart just a little of his maquillage magic. He is the Director of Artist Asia-Pacific Bobbi Brown.

Moving on, Hayley and I fell for the lady’s persuasiveness and booked a session. He was only in for one day. He was actually in Sydney on Wednesday and Thursday in Brisbane doing sessions. It was $85 to book but it was redeemable so I thought it was worth doing it. I was gonna buy make up from Bobbi Brown anyways so yeh. Now I get to buy the stuff and have a makeover.

Fuck I talk a lot. Let’s speed it up a little. Thursday once again I went to the city. This time Tuanie didn’t drive me. He didn’t have work till 2pm so yeh. Bused it with Hayley and Sarah. Got there and walked around like losers because we were too early. The makeup session took about 1 hour and he only spends 15mins with you. First you get prep and stuff by growing makeup artist. When that was done he would come over and talk to you. He would then do my eyes and blush and lips. He kinda just does one side. He is like a makeup doctor. He stands there and just asks for what he needs and they gotta get it for him LOL It’s like a surgery! Anyways I was so nervous talking to him. I don’t even know him yet I was so scared. Ah well. Make up was done when the normal makeup artist finished what he started and yeh. Was awesome! And then I just redeemed my $85 with eye shadow ^^

Went to eat yumcha after Hayley and Sarah finished their makeup. Caught the bus back with Hayley and rested at home till 4pm. Dad drove Hayley and I to the airport and yep we caught the plane back.

Friday was unexpected! Duc came over at 2pm to pick me up. We went to Cabra to get his haircut then went back to pick up his sister at the hospital. Hung out for a bit then went to visit Shannon and Tiebby. Yes I miss you guys heaps! Where the heck was Steph? Anyways at the last minute Shannon didn’t to go clubbing so as a reward to her nonstop working schedule we agreed to go. Had 2 hours to get ready and off we went. Docks was SHIT! So was Home Bar and Sublime. Ended up at Star Bar where the party really began! I had so much fun!

Okie I’m really blanked right now so I don’t really know how to make this any more interesting. Fuck this is a shit entry. Sorry guys :(

Anyways I’ll see you all soon. If not then I’ll see you at Tiebby’s birthday party! Hehe

kkthxbye

xoxo smelley shelley

I couldn't agree with you more Anil..

Why does studying feel so dreary?
I want to get out there and start this wannabe career.
But on the other hand, I want to study more courses, and continue learning as much as I can.
Like do you have those moments when you ask yourself to "MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND"?
Gosh knows how many times I've asked myself that.
Sure I enjoy what I'm studying.
The idea of working at events excites me.
But I, like any other person in this place, would love to be doing something else.
How about traveling the world?
Or how about just waking up the next day, and not have to say "Urgh, I can't be bothered".

What would you like to be doing now?
What would you like to do in 3 years time?

3 random things I would love to be doing:

1. travel
2. study a language at tafe
3. start my own online store

* * *

Anyway, what's been happening in my world?

• I got the role as "fan project coordinator" at the TVXQ Australia forum.
  It's pretty hectic, both in the "I'm excited" and "really busy" sort of way.
  Currently working out a wristband project. Steph, I'll make sure to get us loads, so we can rock up to uni looking like crazed fangirls :)
  
• Achieved a credit for Accounting mid-sem exam
  After merely passing Economics last semester, this makes me a little happy.
  
• I have made an objective to get my P's by the end of this month.
  About bloody time?
  Unfortunately this is one of the worst times to think about it (considering final exams & assessments), but I'm so willing to now.
  Plus, I just checked the final exam timetables and realised there's a late night exam for Accounting.
  Shit bro, not again =='
  I want to drive home, and not have to encounter any cityrail madness at that hour..

It's late, I have a Children's fest. meeting in the morning.
Take care everyone.
good luck with everything.
Miss you all
xx

KP3N15

life is one big education

WHAT IS UP?...THE CEILING?...YES I KNOW.....okay lame joke

Well it's been a while hasnt it lol. My excuse?, lazyness...and I bet thats the same reason for all you people =b.
Well lately?, I don't know to be honest. I've been thinking for a while if what I'm studying is right, and I bet you guys have had this thought about yourselves as well?. It makes me sick to the stomach somtimes thinking where this big world is going to take me with my degree when I'm finished?. Sometimes I wish I just accepted the health science course at UWS where my passion really was in high school...even though sjb beat bghs in pd/h/pe lol...remmeber that shannon...anyways I really wanted to work in the health industry, theres a big demand for health professions so I thought why fucking not. But I dont know, as soon as I got offered to study business I accepted it without even thinking...thinking about it now i feel sorry for myself thinking why didn't I take a few days to think about it. I felt like everything was in one big rush I guess?. I feel so lost this way...I honestly do feel this world is way to big for me to handle and wish I was back in high school or my childhood....

I'm always thinking, "HURRY UP ANIL...you've got 2 more years and you dont wan't to study a year longer", but you know what.....stuff that. Everytime I think that I only have 2 more years to study I get excited, but lately it hit me. There's no rush in life or studying, if im going to be studying at university for the next 5 years then so be it. I'de rather be happy in life and be consistent rather than push myself into places I don't want to be in. Honestly there's students that study to be doctor's which take years and years to complete, and I'm rushing to do 3 years?...come on Anil...this isn't high school..
I've learn't so much from all this...call me gay but I felt like crying a while ago lol...it made me sick to the stomach thinking what im studying is right for me?....but then i realized...it is...only you know yourself and i discovered that if I be smart about it...use time wisely and be very consistent with my social life and studying that I will enjoy life. I've also been thinking of taking 6 months off studying next year after the 1st semester...not to bludge but to discover....maybe do some things that I normally dont get to do or have not yet done in life?....travel, get fit, work full time?...who know's lol. All I know is that this whole education idea after high school has really taken its toll on me...I've enjoyed it so much and made heaps of new friends ...but at the same time I can't help but think if this is the right pathway for Anil Pradhan....but like I said before...only you know yourself =)....

ANYWAY on a brighter note....I saw none other than Shannon today lol....usually when im shopping with parents im walking behind them listening to my ipod while watching my parents shop in shops i find really boring haha..well today i was doing just that...then i see this girl start walking beside me looking at me with the biggest smile...then i turn to my right and there she was...SHANNNNNNNNNNNONNNNNNNNNNNNNN lol...only talked for 30 seconds or so?....but it was good seeing you even though your working, sleeping on msn and in centro bankstown at the same time it was really cool seeing u lol...

also I'll be going for my green p's soon hopefully ...ive been putting it off for ages now...i could of gone for them yonkers ago but there goes procrasination again...lol

anyways I feel so much better after expressing my feelings...i hope to the people reading this blog and have felt the same way before that i have cleared a few things?...well for me I have...i now wont push myself to study "quicker"...education is not a race...
anwyays guys take careeeee =]....

Anillllllllll

R.I.P Jason, miss you cousin..

hrmm.. lols i swear its been a hard week for mee

i dont know about you guys but it feels like i just got smacked in face by reality...

here it comes..

my fucking bday is fucking 14 days LOL

umm..

so i have decided to make plans..

on the 18th, how many of you would like to go to jamberoo?
for a bbq and fun for the day..
i have no idea what the weather will bee like so its all guess work from now..

sounds good to everyone?
and if you want.. we could always hit the clubs at night..
tho i remember the last time we done a party after jamberoo..
fucking dead tired..

incident from last night..

*everyone following my car*
Tien get out to talk to shelley..

Tien: hey shells, do you know who that is?
Shelley: nope..
Tien: you know? dont you remember her?
Shelley: nope...

*Tien walks back to car in disappointment*

Shelley: (yelling) I KNOWW...!!

i have tend to notice that there are a few people that start talking very soft..
and by the end of the sentence it's like their yelling..
for example.. shelley and steph..

Shells, Lisa told me to tell you this... people dont need a microphone to hear you in a crowd..

ahahas...

okay im off to work now..

oi is dinner still on tonight?