How excitement!

Bro i dnt even know why tien logged in my acocunt to do that =.= hahahaha what a sthilly dud. Well anyway... NEew exciting events have happened today. Well for me anyway... but to yous it might be nothing...

yeah so i have this immature personality about me. where im not independant. I like going through things with other people. WhO DOESNT!? its just so much easier to cry with someone knowing theyve grown a big pimple mountain between their eyebrows too. Well heres my first few stepss to independant..hood..ness.

So anywayyy... i got my first driving lesson with an instructor today. Bout time ay? had my L's for 2 years now. hahah been too scared to drive . But stood up and said YOU KNOW WHAT I CAN DO THIS. and chucked a shit. hahah jks. i drove around a lot and i managed. WOO. he said. good driver but my confidence is below 0. LIke ... LICK ME BRO, IM SCARED OKAY. and like yeah. so end of that chapter.

Yesterday i was looking for workplacement, and like... i saw sabillas were hiring. so i called them and they were like yeah call monday. And so i did. Today. and he was like whats ur name, and number, come in at 6 O'clock today. And i was over the moooooon. so i came in today, and i had a slightly dramatic nervous break down. I called Shany, Steph, Carvey and Tien. Yes SLIGHTLY nervous. and i was like

"broooooooo WHAT DO I DO COME HERE AND HOLD MY HANDDDD!" and each one of them gave me similar advice

"Can you just go in?!"
"Go And Be confidenT! Confidence Sarrah!"
"Be yourself. Itll be okay"

EXCEPT STEPH! cause she didnt pick up and claims she "had no calls" my assholes. YOU DONT DESERVE TO HAVE A PHONEEE! and your hair.

so i walked up the stairs..and bloody Sexy sabilla was there ...already shitin my pants enough. like why do u make life so much more interesting for meeeeeee i like it boringggg. then i tried to look kool and nodded my head. Sexy sabilla smiled back.and called me over, so we talkedd....

"What are you doing here?"
"Work experience."
"Serious ?"
"yeah."
"What your name again?" *sly smile
"Sarrah ... Ohhhhh so now you wanna know my name?"
"Yeah.. well all i need right now is your number"
*Can barely stand on my shaking knees, but Tries to act gangster* "Haha.............." *walks away.


How STUPID am i =.= HSAHAHA im seriously disturbed brewww... geez now i wanna go back grrr.. hahaha im desperate =.= loll Well anyway the interview went well, fast and quick cause he was busy. I Stuttered a bit. But i managed. So i have a trial on saturday. 7pm - 12 am.
Wells if i dont get the job, i guess ive got more to learn and more places to seeek... But if that, itll all be okay =]
Hope i dont break anything or someshizzle. hehe yeah. One Giant Leap for penguin in Life.

well anyway my eyes are stinging and my adrenalin for today has tired me out. so i think ima crashhhh...




sBreezyy love